I don't know why but I have extreme fears of dying and not being able to get married and start a family with my fiancee who lives in vietnam. My mother and my aunt is going to introduced me to my fiancee and I'm going to spend time with her about a year or two before marrying her. Of course my parents isn't letting me meet her until I finish college, I got about a year and 6 months left of college. I have fears of dying and not being able to marry her. I've been sick with an respiratory infection for the last couple of days. I'm having to wait 3 more years to marry her and I have fears of dying. Is this abnormal ?? Please help me out.