[ Women's Health ] Open Question : Vomitting phobia after pregnancy,Ive seen councillors/had CBT i am now much better,but still completely afraid?

I literally shake, sweat, panic, go dizzy, hyperventilate etc when i feel sick...I cannot leave the house, but i am totally frightened of making a mess so i run outsdie when i feel sick? Im desperate to get this sorted now, ive been getting help for the last year and it seems like its not moving :( But atleast now it is ONLY when i feel sick, if i dont feel sick i am normal, Any suggestions on how to get this all over and done with? Thanks