[ Friends ] Open Question : What would you do in my shoes?

There was a time when I did really well at school. I could read really fast and my GPA was high. Then last year I ended up in the Hospital for six months. I wasn't able to go back to school for full days I went for half days. All my friends at my school left me which is okay since my two best friends go to a charter school across town. I decided to transfer schools, but then I found out I was being held back. Ashamed and confused I decided to go on scholarship to a private school. Now six days from the first day, I am to scared. I am never going to see my two best friends again. I am going to a challenging school. I am going to be a new kid, and at the end of the year my two best friends are going to graduate and I am going to be left alone in this town. Since everything I don't like new people, I don't want to go to school. What do I do?